I've been listening to others talk and reading thoughts about the use of antidepressant medication. What I think I'm hearing is that it's pretty much an acceptance of personal failure. Weakness, in other words. Implied also is that someone taking these drugs isn't their true self and therefore not capable of real spirituality. I've tried going off before, and landed right back at rock bottom each time. I want to be real, to know that I exist beyond the abstract, but I'm not willing to dive so deep for this authenticity that I run the risk of never surfacing one day.
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